Saturday, March 25, 2006

today was bad for me. some things just went wrong for me. im at fault tt's for sure and i know. im seriously sorry for my own mistakes, a blundered mess i've made out of my carelessness. but anyway, i've decided not to ever make that mistake again. never to assume anything and instead, check thoroughly with the other person. miscommunications that's what happened between us based on what several people had said. miscommunications, will that ever happen again for me ? i certainly hoped not. i guess i'll just have to make my instructions clearer the next time round and i wouldnt ever let this happen again. actually im really very glad that ms lee didnt scold me but instead, just telling me to be more careful the next time round. pheeww.

now, the whole company knew what had happened i guess. people asking me what happened now and then, coming one after another. seriously, i dont really know how to say what had happened. im stuck and im quite stressed. having made a mistake, i dare not make another one. i understand, humans do make mistakes and i know simply, just because we ain't perfect. im trying hard to smile after what had happened. but everytime, at the thought of that incident, im just guilty. but as from what lots of people told me, smile ! i will try hard ok ? haha. { :DDDD <- my smile }

anyway, i've got a good piece of news here ! * looking at the bright side * basia said that her sis told her that i've passed my BK test ! yay ! that's good. mandy passed too(: during badge work, we were like mostly there, spending our time, trying to memorise 2 timonthy 3:16-17 & Psalms 119:11. the sec 1 jolene is just looking so cute with her uniform on ! :DDD there's BB and WO today. i kind of pity those people staying near our sch. they have to bear with the band people playing early in the morning on saturday mornings. poor them. im glad im staying far away from the school(: hahahaha. XD

i will learn from my mistakes and i promise i will.
[ thanks to people for the encourages. <3 ]